I'm spotting *UPDATE*

Well I'm sick of this emotional rollercoaster I've woken up this morning with spotting.

I was sat on the loo thinking how common bleeding is in early pregnancy, and longer, after all the messages I got last month. I was thinking about how your lucky really if you get no spotting or bleeding when your pregnant and lo and behold when I wiped there it was, pinky spotting I don't know what to make of it and I'd just peed away my FMU. Not sure if I want to use my last test only to see a BFN and know it's happened again. I just can't believe it waited until I was happy and confident we'd got past all the worrying days. I was actually getting excited yesterday

Of course I've got all my messages from last month saying about how people had bled and everything was fine, but I took comfort from them last month and it didn't matter. I went back to bed after it happened and lay there stroking my belly, telling that little bean how much I want it to stay there. I've just got up with Kacie and there's still not much, really only a teeny, tiny bit, but I'd been lying down I'm not surprised. I'll be going back and checking again soon now I'm up, but I don't want to wee again until I've held on to it for a bit so I can test

I hate this TTC lark, even when it's done in a casual way. If I not have tested as early as I did I would have done by now and got the VFP (very faint positive) and have my hopes all up anyway.

If it carries on and I get a +ve result I will be off to A&E to get some blood done I think

hope all is ok xx

Oh hunny

Are you about the time AF could be due? it could be implantation bleeding. I cant reassure you - like you said, you had the same thing last month, and its a horrid time of waiting

I have had 2 big bleeds , at 9 and 11 weeks, but fortunately bubs is fine, and having never bled in a pregnancy before, i was terrified.

A test will probably still show a positive anyway as the hormones are in your system - the best thing is blood tests over a couple of days to see what is going on with your HCG levels.

Lots of love and sticky vibes your way

Hope it's all o.k. hun Thinking lots of sticky thoughts for you. If you're worried just go and get checked, like you say!

Well I did another test at lunch time and it was a BFN I'm gutted that this has happened again.

I think I'm going to go off to the doctors and have a chat about it, if I can get in to see one of te nice lady GP's

oh no!

big hugs hunny

Oh No! Im so sorry your going through this

Very sorry hun

I'm very sorry honey.

i'm sorry i have only just een this. I am really sorry for your loss hun, losing a baby is a horrible thing and i really hope you are ok hun

awwwww hun i'm sending hugs xxxx